Hardest part I am going through? It's when I decided to move on and let go. I was successful. I found a new one who makes me smile and then the old one went back and asked me for another chance. I like the 2nd guy, but I still love the 1st guy. I want to give both of them a chance but I only have to choose just one of them. Either way I'll hurt one of them. Why is it so complicated? Why now when I could happen before the 2nd guy arrived? Now here comes another decision. Which way should I go?